In spring it is easy to fall under the illusion that I am in control of everything. I dig the dirt, I plant the seeds, I water the seeds, I pull the weeds, I create the conditions right for growing, heck, I even give myself credit for the seeds sprouting, flowering and giving me fruits and vegetables. If it weren’t for me, there would be no garden after all. In spring everything is neat and tidy, orderly.
In late summer I am made to understand that I have absolutely no control over anything. There is nothing neat and tidy about the garden. It is a wild riot of sound and color and plants doing whatever they want to do and the weeds have long ago moved in faster than I can pull them. The tidy paths between beds have plants flopped over on them. There are weeds taller than the beans. The morning glories appear to be trying to smother everything they can grab onto.
For a moment yesterday I was in despair. I had a panic and felt like I should punish myself in the heat and humidity, spend
the whole day until my back hurt pulling weeds, tying up plants, putting everything in order. But then I heard the cicadas buzzing, and a loud symphony of crickets, and a chorus of sparrows darted and hopped through the garden, their chirping punctuated by a screech of a jay taking a bath. Sure I could exhaust myself trying to attain an artificial tidiness but it wouldn’t last, it isn’t supposed to. And no one seemed to care about the wildness except me. So I took a deep breath and then another and another and I gave up control. I stood on my deck and watched the birds and the bees, watched the corn and the sunflowers swaying in the light breeze which I also felt on my skin, listened to the chirping, the buzzing, the squawking, the singing, the sound of children playing in a yard a few houses away, and had one of those moments of deep happiness that you wish could go on forever.This morning when I walked out into the garden I felt again, briefly, the urge to take control. But I looked at the the sprawling perennial sunflower and the bees and pumpkin vines and I couldn’t help but smile. They have everything under control and don’t need my help.
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And then there is the sunchoke, also known as Jerusalem artichoke. It is in the sunflower family too. It is perennial. We planted a small one last year. It grew a few stems and got about waist high. The roots are edible, you dig them up in late fall after a hard frost or in early spring after the ground has thawed and eat them like fingerling potatoes. I thought, oh it is going to take a few years. But unbeknownst to me those few stems of last year were fueling an underground riot of roots that has come up this year as a thicket and grown well above my head. We will be able to harvest a few this year. Since I am anxious to try them, I have never eaten them before, I think we will dig them up this fall instead of waiting until spring.
Last weekend I was going to give you an update on my red wiggler worms but had gone on so long I decided to save it for
this week. I have made my second harvest of compost from the worm bin and oh, is it ever good stuff! Black and loamy. And the worms, they are sex maniacs! There are so many worms in the bin now that nine months after I started the bin, their population has tripled. I could actually hear them moving through the dirt. It was weird and creepy and really neat all at the same time. I upended the bin onto newspapers I spread out on the floor, then put fresh bedding into the bin along with some sand to aid digestion and calcium to encourage reproduction. It seems they don’t need much encouragement on the latter, but what the heck. Then I spent quite a long time separating the worms from the compost. Some of the compost goes back into the bin with the worms to keep a stable environment. This is easy to do because towards the end when I picked up a handful of compost I also got a big handful of worms. If you are squeamish about worms, worm composting is not for you. I had worms crawling up my arm and around the back of my hands. I was having fun, though the worms were a little stressed out and glad when I had them all back in their bin. I found lots and lots of little worm egg sacks and many sometimes very tiny worms too. I had been giving then only one margarine-sized container of food scraps a week but I’m pretty sure that is no longer enough food for them so this week I’m giving them two feedings a week.I’m not entirely certain if they will control their own population growth or if I will have to split the bin and create a second one. But then what? I can’t keep making new bins, so I will have to trust that the worms know what they are doing and won’t suffer from overpopulation. Meanwhile, I have a small bucket of fresh worm compost to deposit in the garden somewhere. I haven’t decided who gets it yet. The first bucket in the spring went to the newly planted asparagus. Oh, I know! I am expecting garlic to be delivered in a few weeks. I’ll save the compost for the garlic. Won’t that be lovely!
And one final thing to report on: the monarch butterfly. It hatched! I check on the chrysalis every morning and Wednesday when I checked it on my way to out to work the chrysalis had gone translucent. That means hatching was imminent. Bookman had to work that day too. When I got home from work I ran out to look and hoped to see a butterfly still hanging around. But all I saw was a clear, broken open chrysalis and no monarch. I am sad I missed its emergence but so very happy it is now flying around in the world. There has been a monarch butterfly visiting the anise hyssop over the last few days. I don’t know if newly born butterflies hang around before they fly off, but I’m assuming it is “our” monarch and every time I see it I get a little thrill. I stand and watch it sipping nectar and send it good wishes, drink up, get strong, you have a long journey ahead of you, may you make it there safely.
So happy the monarch hatched! They are such lovely little things.
Your sunflowers look beautiful. I think sunflowers help a garden in August in that they “hide” the chaos. One tends to look at them and not see the weeds and vines and such. Good for you to allow your mind and body to relax and enjoy the moment.
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Vanessa, me too! They are beautiful. I usually only see them fluttering by but this one that has been hanging around, I’ve gotten a good look and am so amazed. And thanks, I do love sunflowers. We are hoping we might be able to get some seeds from the annual ones before the birds and squirrels eat them all, but we’ll see. Those bright yellow flowers do indeed draw the eye and distract from the rest of the chaos!
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Thanks for sharing the photos–so lovely–and Oh the day I have had (!!!!!) boy did I need that. I wish we lived closer and I could come and sit in your garden, close my eyes a bit and just listen–I could do with a lesson in control and how to let go! It must be really nice to sit outside after a long day and just be still out there and let yourself relax in another little world! Not sure I would do so well with the worms, but I bet that compost/new soil must smell really earthy and warm and nice! Yay for the butterfly, too, doesn’t it feel good to have created such a nice little ecosystem! 🙂
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Danielle, sunflowers never fail to cheer me up so I am glad they helped after your long day. Should the fates ever send you to lake country in stead of the coast, my garden is always open to you. The compost smells so good! Bookman and I are both so tickled about the butterfly, we feel like proud parents 🙂
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I really enjoyed that post and I’m so glad that I’m not the only one with masses of weeds. I need an Eeyore to deal with my thistle problem!
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pining, this time of year I wish I could have a little pygmy goat who would like nothing more than to munch down all my weeds. Eeyore would be welcome too. Oh thistles! Not something we have trouble with here. The purple flowers are so pretty though. And aren’t they the flower of Scotland?
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Beautiful post. It brightened my day. Thank you!
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Sarrah, too kind! Thanks!
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This was a lovely post, Stefanie. I hear you on the weediness and out-of-control aspect of summer gardens. Mine looks bedraggled, and some flowers blooming here and there so it looks hodge-podge. And droopy. Yet, in amongst this, the butterflies and bees are happily drinking,and the birds are around. I like how you discovered to let go a little, and that this is what summer moments are – just enjoying the moments. I have plans to move my Irises, etc, and will wait til it’s cooler in the fall, and let the bees and the butterflies have the garden for now. This is who I made it for!
I am happy that I have lots of late summer roses blooming for some sweet bright colours in the midst of the autumn shades coming in. I don’t have any sunflowers though, and really need to plant some next year. I love them!
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Susan, thank you! You are right, the garden at the moment belongs to the bees and butterflies and increasingly the squirrels. They are getting busy preparing for winter already. I was hoping I would get a late season rebloom from my climbing rose but it didn’t happen. No matter. I bet yours are lovely. I find myself very much looking forward to the asters blooming, some bright purple to temper all the yellow.
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